I don't know what is going on in my life right now, so many things are not going well. With Jason1978, I can only hope. For the several in my life that have left us, including now Frankie Manning and a family friend, I have little that I can say. I will have two people in Iraq, and another in basic training My kind of depression involves stopping doing things for myself, the things that I need to do, like classwork, cleaning, sleep, and doing instead things for others. My normal therapy is singing, knitting and dancing, but recently I have not been singing (my choir class conflicts with the class I need to graduate,) I have not been dancing much (though we restarted the Argentine Tango group which is amazingly fun,) and I have not knit more than one row in almost two weeks. I ripped out over a thousand stitches from the socks I am making, and barely have them back on the needles. I have managed to move a friend new house as well as stain, varnish and assemble a spinning wheel for them, but haven't even looked at starting the papers that I have due. I have several women, whom I have no interest in (too many complications or not my type or not my age range or too many kids) that are using up my time and my sanity, as some kind of replacement man in their life. This is my kind of penance, I do for others the things that kill me to help them with. Out of this though, soon I will get back to knitting and will hopefully produce a beautiful pair of socks.